Order is the opposite of chaos and all opposites are therefore based on duality and polarity. Since all that is based on that level of expression is an illusion, I could say they are unreal. I cannot value order more than chaos, hence I need to use them only as tools to assist me in finding a way to express myself authentically.
Order is nice. Everything feels right. No struggles, all is taken care of. Synchronicities happen regularly and I feel secure as if I’m being embraced by a warm blanket. The structure of principles of order allows me to create a space for me to express fully, within the range of perception I”m operating at that specific moment in time.
I feel those principles are like boundaries that have been placed (through programming, indoctrination, worldviews, trauma – as a coping mechanism, ancestral lineages, etc) to allow a portion of infinite’s intent to shine through. But what happens when my perception needs to be changed. There is no room for change within the boundaries of order. That’s when the destructuring of matrices takes place.
When it’s time for chaos to appear, everything changes and I cannot see further than my next step. Sometimes it is so challenging I don’t even sense myself, like if I’m lost in my own vastness. It all starts with signs as subtle nuances in the environment and within myself. That’s when the constant “stalking of the self” is very handy. The separation between me and my environment is a peculiarity of vision. There can be no separation.
If I overlook the nuances of the infinite seen in my environment or within me or plainly ignore them, problems start to arise, because a change of perception has not taken place. Stagnation feels suffocating. Then frustration, irritability, anger or/and pain begins to crawl into me. If I’m not vigilant enough, the so-called “diseases” – all physical symptoms – come into the picture. It gets worse as linear time passes by and then, accidents could happen.
Destructuring needs to take place for awareness to give birth to a new way of authentic expression. I need to remind myself that my body is a conduit of infinite’s intent. If I hold on to the principles of order for too long, there’s no room for my inspiration to articulate. That’s why I value order as well as chaos in equal measure as tools for guidance in physicality.